Just want to share, anyway

Well, it's the hardest month for me to live on. Don't know why, but everything feel so hard. I kept thinking to find a way out to help my dad in finding extra money for my college, and trying to stop making mom keep talking about 'I don't have any money'...well, I keep saying that either. I don't want to waste so much money, but my tasks forces me that way. 
I'm in the middle
exam now and most of the lecturers ask us for printing some tasks in photo paper or ink jet paper.
HHHH.. tough, I know. But, no one says that they were regretting my decision to take design faculty.
Well, then, now I'm trying to explore my hobby in writing. In lyrics and stories. I have 8 stories so far. None of them were finish yet. I wrote many lyrics so far, since I was in the Junior school. Now, what did I attend to do?
I'll tell everyone later....