Just want to share, anyway

Well, it's the hardest month for me to live on. Don't know why, but everything feel so hard. I kept thinking to find a way out to help my dad in finding extra money for my college, and trying to stop making mom keep talking about 'I don't have any money'...well, I keep saying that either. I don't want to waste so much money, but my tasks forces me that way. 
I'm in the middle
exam now and most of the lecturers ask us for printing some tasks in photo paper or ink jet paper.
HHHH.. tough, I know. But, no one says that they were regretting my decision to take design faculty.
Well, then, now I'm trying to explore my hobby in writing. In lyrics and stories. I have 8 stories so far. None of them were finish yet. I wrote many lyrics so far, since I was in the Junior school. Now, what did I attend to do?
I'll tell everyone later....

Hello..hello

Hello, maybe to myself, because I'm not sure if there's anyone has read this blog. I'm enjoying my long vacation this month and make sure I got nice marks for my lectures. Argh.. I suddenly get confused with what I'm goinh to say. See ya next time!!

Here I Come Again!!

When did I put my last blog? I can't remember it easily, probably my head have stuck by all the college task that I have to finished in a few weeks. It's not only one task. MORE. But, I still enjoy myself at the college anyway. And I finally finished my web design task, it's not the best task I've ever made (did I ever make something better??), at least it's the best I can do. I'm still waiting for anybody to reply or comment anything about my blog. But, don't wish too much if you afraid it won't come true, heheheh.. SEE ya!

I Like Friends, making Friendship, but..

Basically, for me, friend is someone who would understand us when your family were never there for you. From the lessons that I have, a good friends, will never let the other friends down. I have someone in my brand new life as a college student, I called her friend. But, I probably making mistake so she hasn't talk to me. She has, just not as much as she used to. And I feel sad about that. Don't hate your friends, whatever they type is, because once you get hated by them, you'll regret a thing.

Helo...those who read this!

Hello..missing me? I just have a middle test at my univestiry for two weeks. Now, is the second week. I was very tired when trying to finish one of the lecture that day. I did'nt come home. I stayed at one of my friend house. Argh...but i know that's the risk being in Graphic Desing faculty.
Errr...what actually I'm talking about?

Hi..hi..hi...

Well, how long did i miss my blog???? Actually i'm not very busy..but somehow everytime i'm going to internet i forget my blog..oftenly. I have another blog..at myspace.com. If you like to see it go to www.myspace.com/annisaoricha.

I know..it's probab;y the worst URL page you've ever read. I don't have any choose that time..

That's it for now. I have to looking for some news for my task. Bye...bye

Another Story

Last week, i've met someone that i missed for almost 4 years. She is my best friend in Junior School. She still my best friend. I'm so glad that she's not changing. She always stayed the same.

Another thing...
I don't like jokes. Well, if the person who blow the jokes in front of my face and for a second i'll said 'i'll fucking kill you', meaning i don't like that fucking joke. Depend on the situation,actually. I won't hurt anybody, unless...they heart me until i fucking pissed off.

I was easily to shocked. If there's something shocked me. Somebody told me that i have heart-attack(not in the worst stadium). So, if there's someone who shocked me-and it wasn't an accident-, they probably want me to get off from this world. What a shit!

That's it for now. I've share the good, i've share the bad. Please notice that i didn't mean to be rude or hurting anybody who read this. If you have the way out for my problem, you can help me all the time. Sorry if my English are so bad and messed up as hell.

There's a mistake in typing

Well, my bad. I just realize that i have made a mistake(again).
If you read the blog and found the words "what do ypu think about this?", i need to tell you that it supposed to be "what do you think about this?"
My bad. My bad. My bad. Forgive me and i'm sorry if there's another mistake and also forgive me if my English are so bad.

Do i make a wrong decision?(i'm a jerk)

i don't know why i felt that i really useless. i always thinking that i have made a wrong decision. i'm talking about my college. i like art, drawing and i took graphic design, but after a few times goes by, i'm thinking that i don't have any sense of art at all. i don't know why i have to choose graphic design. but i don't want to move to another class. well,i supposed took english literature. but, like what i've said, i don't want to move. someone just make me realize that i have no sense of art at all. i'm depressed. i'd like to think about death right now. things probably will work well or better without me around. around the people who knows me. well after all, i guess i'm a jerk.
So, if you read this blog, what do ypu think about this?
Please sign in to blogger if you want to give me the way out. Or tell me through my account on myspace(myspace.com/annisaoricha). Or friendster(rtn_nnsst@yahoo.com).
Thanks a lot for your time, whoever read this.

The New Blog

Hi again.
Well, this is another my new blog. I hope you enjoy this web. Please understand me if my story will a little bit annoyinh(hahahaha-i'll explain that later). I'm thinking to make my blog better, well maybe someday. Until here for now. See ya!