OK

At first the latest blog that i posted would be posted at the same day with the one before, but something happen so, it posted now.
That's all, i just want to say thet, another confirmation.
 

Instead joy, i feel...so useless

I knew that i just post another blog in a few hours or minutes a go. But, there's one thin i can't forget and i keep trying to do this every single day. I feel like i don't want to be at home. 
Any where but there..but i know i can't leave home for some reason. I keep going to my dad house if i feel bored at home.
I don't know why, but this year, or months or weeks or days, are not the best moment for me being there. I do feel useless everytime. This is make my holiday turn to shit, upss..sorry.
I can't enjoy it. I want to have another activity, being away from home.

Yes, there's a moment i want to be at home, i feel so happy at home, but there's something bothering me there.

By the way, i got the news about FRANK IERO-rythym guitaris of MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE- marriage from the famsite www.imnotokay.net
just for confirmation......

Oooo...my artwork!!!

The new semester just started out, and in a few weeks again i'm about to face with mid-test on APRIL and one of my "new" -new because this is the very 1st time i saw him and he taught me and my classmates- lecturer, with another lecturer on the class.
They told us to doing an artwork about the lecture and he posted it on his own blog. I can't stay quiet at the internet cafe, hahahaha!!!!
I think he would read this......oh, no!!!

Well, anyway,
I'm in a happy mood now because one of my favourite rythym guitarist from My Chemical Romance has married his fiancee. Congrats to you, FRANK IERO and JAMIA NESTOR. They were marrried on March 9th, 2008.

That's it for now, hopefully i won't forget my password again when i'm going to open my blog, hehehehe

Just want to share, anyway

Well, it's the hardest month for me to live on. Don't know why, but everything feel so hard. I kept thinking to find a way out to help my dad in finding extra money for my college, and trying to stop making mom keep talking about 'I don't have any money'...well, I keep saying that either. I don't want to waste so much money, but my tasks forces me that way. 
I'm in the middle
exam now and most of the lecturers ask us for printing some tasks in photo paper or ink jet paper.
HHHH.. tough, I know. But, no one says that they were regretting my decision to take design faculty.
Well, then, now I'm trying to explore my hobby in writing. In lyrics and stories. I have 8 stories so far. None of them were finish yet. I wrote many lyrics so far, since I was in the Junior school. Now, what did I attend to do?
I'll tell everyone later....

Hello..hello

Hello, maybe to myself, because I'm not sure if there's anyone has read this blog. I'm enjoying my long vacation this month and make sure I got nice marks for my lectures. Argh.. I suddenly get confused with what I'm goinh to say. See ya next time!!

Here I Come Again!!

When did I put my last blog? I can't remember it easily, probably my head have stuck by all the college task that I have to finished in a few weeks. It's not only one task. MORE. But, I still enjoy myself at the college anyway. And I finally finished my web design task, it's not the best task I've ever made (did I ever make something better??), at least it's the best I can do. I'm still waiting for anybody to reply or comment anything about my blog. But, don't wish too much if you afraid it won't come true, heheheh.. SEE ya!

I Like Friends, making Friendship, but..

Basically, for me, friend is someone who would understand us when your family were never there for you. From the lessons that I have, a good friends, will never let the other friends down. I have someone in my brand new life as a college student, I called her friend. But, I probably making mistake so she hasn't talk to me. She has, just not as much as she used to. And I feel sad about that. Don't hate your friends, whatever they type is, because once you get hated by them, you'll regret a thing.